Another dream post again. ^^,

I saw her in front of my door. She looked tinier, and fluffier than usual.

I was ecstatic you know, cos I thought she came back. When something you thought you’ve lost forever suddenly appeared right in front of your eyes, the joy was overwhelming, undescribable.

I kept on repeating that sentence in disbelief. She’s back. She’s back. I stroked her over and over again. 

My dad was beside me, and he said in a sad tone:

“She’s gone already you know.”

And then I was shocked.

“You can’t see her?”

He shook his head slowly.

I looked down at her, and tears poured out of my eyes. It’s like waving her favourite barbie in front of a kid, but telling her she can’t have it anymore.

Damn it man. She looked so cute. So freaking cute. I wished I hugged her before realisation kicked in.

I miss her, still.