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I went to Sunway Lagoon yesterday.
To celebrate Eunice’s 18th birthday.
Had fun, though it’s like the 4th time I’ve been there.
Eunice and I.
Me, Eunice and Felicia.
Elaine, Xiang Ping, Eunice piggybacking Xen Li, me and Felicia. That’s almost all of us there. Except for 2 who can’t go into the water.
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I’ve been feeling emo today.
Well.
To be exact, two third of the day.
Don’t know why.
It’ actually the book that’s bugging me. That book I bought yesterday.
That bloody book which I finished just now and found out that there’s still no ending and I have to wait for the 3rd book!
Like what the hell man.
I read til the last page, with my heart aching for the ending.
I even had to refrain my eyes from jumping straight to the end.
To the extent that I had to cover the last part with my hands because I didn’t trust my eyes.
I did all those, only to be hanged halfway like that!
It happened with the 1st bloody book!
I waited 1year for the 2nd book to arrive in Malaysia (I only bought the first book in Shanghai you see.)
And then suddenly I found it in Popular Sunway Pyramid yesterday.
Imagine how thrilled I was. Because I thought I could FINALLY find out about that damn ending.
I thought. I bloody THOUGHT!
-.-”
Ish.
However. I find the 2nd book to be below my expectations.
She wrote better in the 1st book. The descriptions and all.
In the first book, the entire story had a firm grip on my heart.
But in the second one, I find that there were times when my attention is diverted somewhere else.
Hmm.
I hope the 3rd book’d be good.
By the way. Those 2 books are…
沙漏 - Sandglass
沙漏 II - Sandglass II
And then.
Guess what I found when I was searching for the 2 book’s images??
I found the 3rd book! And I can even read it online!!!
Yeala I’d rather own the 3rd book but I no longer have the patience to wait for its arrival.
Muahahahah.
沙漏 III - Sandglass III
ferhoodled
Just wanna put up some quick updates.
Hehe.
Wee San and I. Taken during her birthday celebration in the cafeteria. She’s our class “tai yi long” aka treasurer la. :P
This is the girls I usually hang out with. The girls I did the $#%&@ assignment with. Excluding Wee San la. Lily the class rep (in light green), Bhavani the cartoon theme song singer (in brown), Ling San the blushes-so-easily fair girl (in yellow and blue), Chuu Khai the tallest (behind Ling San) and Paige the cheerleader (in black).
We celabrated these 3 classmates’ birthday on that day (Tuesday) and so they were asked to stand on chairs when we sing the birthday song, blow the candles together, and FEED EACH OTHER. Hahaha.
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Let me introduce you to someone.
She’s called Ying Xian aka Felicia. No not my best friend Felicia.
She’s my boyfriend’s cousin who’s staying in his house permanently.
Damn cute lo. Just 2 years old only.
Oh those big eyes. It’s like everyone in his family has big eyes. *his eyes melts me*
But she’s a bit too pampered previously though. Sometimes she’d cry just to get what she wants.
Haha. Good patience-training for my boy. ;P
This is what she does when I asked her to smile.
Pull up the corner of her mouth. Lol.
So forced.
But when I showed her the pictures of herself, the genuine smile crept up her face.
*Sigh*
the “pre-results” blues
I was chatting with a close friend. And the sudden departure left me wondering. I have no idea whether this blog is under surveillance. But I just felt the need to express. Maybe there’s a certain ankwardness between us now. After what happened. Before that I really enjoyed chatting with him, I could actually talk about a lot with him. But now, I filter. I have to filter. It’s not like I don’t filter before this. But now I just filter more. You know. And now I think he filters too. It’s the invincible barrier between us that really saddens me.
Why are friendships so vulnerable?
Is that a good enough question for someone to give me an answer that could satisfy my need to understand the confusing twists that exists in friendships?
And the songs just made me more emo.
Maybe that’s how he feels.
I do not know.
I wish things didn’t change.
more updates. no pictures. yet.
Finally get to update. hehe.
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13th Dec
Remember the performance for USJ4 prom?
Well, that was BAD news. Their prom was canceled last minute due to management imperfections.
Dang. There goes all of our effort, I thought.
But. Lisa got us to perform for the SMK SU prom in Sunway Hotel. Hehe.
Which is great.
Too bad the stupid fella I asked to record the dance didn’t do it at all. That stupid fella!
And their open dance floor was a blast. I actually felt like I was in a club or something at first. Lol. You know, the lights were flashing and the dance floor and stage was packed with people dancing.
But, towards the end, the music they chose was starting to get boring. So.. Didn’t have the enthusiasm to dance d.
Our dance crew didn’t pay for the prom (why should we, they should pay us right.) so we ended up having dinner in Magical Theatre, Sunway Pyramid. Yummy, but pricey.
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14th Dec
Don’t ever go to the Themepark in Timesquare.
There’s absolutely no fun rides except for the roller coaster.
We paid 28bucks (supposed to be 35 but we got 20% off) and I assure you it was a complete waste of money.
Haha.
Yup, I went shopping with 3 friends in Timesquare.
All of us ate TomYam for lunch/dinner. Well we ate at 4pm. Hehe.
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I’m going to Bangkok tomorrow!
Yay..
I’ve never been there before.. Lol.
Gonna go shop kau kau there. Cheap mar.. ^^,
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Celebrating my grandpa’s birthday this Sat in Cameron Highlands.
That means no updates til next monday.
Take care peeps.
;P
Soon.
It’ll all be over pretty soon.
The anxieties.
The times when we ruffled through our reference books a few minutes before entering the exam hall.
The goodluck-goodluck-goodluck-s..
The brief moments of trying-to-calm-myself before flipping open the exam papers.
Would we be saying goodbye-goodbye-goodbye-s or should it be farewells next monday, or for some, on the 4th, 5th of Dec?
It’ll be the last day.
We won’t spend time studying together, talk about teachers, eat the cold canteen food anymore.
We won’t see our teachers anymore.
All of a sudden, I feel a strange sense of fear rising within.
Maybe inside, I don’t want to leave the safe, secure surroundings of sec school life.
I don’t want to walk away with just memories to hold on to.
All those years of groaning and whining about not being able to grow up fast enough. Now, when I am 17, I don’t want to grow up.
It’s just the thought of not seeing all these people friends next year, I find it a bit unnerving.
Hah. If only I could control time.
I don’t even know whether to laugh or to cry on the last day. Maybe it’d be both.
There’s just too much uncertainties. Too much.
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Frozen in time, the cardboard box.
A dozen dusty memories. A dozen shadows of laughters.
Like 1000 pieces puzzle,
All were once joined, fitted together perfectly.
Despite clashes of personalities and tastes,
All were a major part of that puzzle.
Now, time separates these little pieces.
Distance pulled these little pieces away, further away.
Moments shared a lifetime ago,
Etched in ancient framed photographs.
Beneath it all,
Lay unbreakable bonds of friendships.
Some blurred with time and distance.
Some strengthened beautifully.
A few broken strands faded in the corners.
When life becomes a routine,
The cardboard box is dug out from the storeroom.
To restore those missing pieces.
To patch a smile on the lips.
Let those memories come back.
Embrace them like you’ve never before.
