here it goes again.

I’m tired of being a 游子。For the past three years I have found solace in my friends and him. Now I’m away from most of my friends, and he just left UK for good. I just feel so alone right now.

I feel like I have to be this lone rock that stands amidst the sea shore, having to endure the rough waves all on my own. I can see all the other rocks standing at a distance, but they can’t hear me even if I shout.

Ok that’s a bit too much but you get my drift.

I know me staying here is for my own future but damn it is tough. Turns out I’m more vulnerable than I thought.

I hate long distance with all my freaking guts. :,(


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