strain.

To jump or not to jump. * * * Why do we need to lose certain things, only to realise its importance to us? When it has always been there, we take it for granted, assuming it’d always be there, assuming it’s presence is 理所当然. And then when we lose it, we mourn and regret. … More strain.

static.

My mind is full of thoughts. Right now. And nothing seems to be right. Well okay maybe some things are right but you get what I mean. You know that feeling? It’s like chaos erupted inside you, and suddenly the song is too noisy and the chair isn’t comfortable enough and it’s too hot and … More static.

nightmare.

I ran down the stairs as fast as I could, because there is an urgency in my mind and I was ahead of my colleagues. However, I was halted abruptly halfway down. He had a gun pointed at the hostage he was holding, but he pointed it at me when I appeared in his sight. … More nightmare.

RIP :(

I have had it since Form 1. When I was 13 years old. Today, I realised it has reached its end. No matter how many times I press the ‘on’ button, the screen remained blank. It accompanied me throughout my PMR, SPM, A Levels and university first year exams (Thank you for surviving til I … More RIP :(